Day 11

Awhile back I told my best friend that my favorite part of the day was when, at night, I laid down to sleep. She said that was a little bit sad, and I agreed. Now, I dread laying down, no matter how tired I am. That once-infaliable comfortable sleep position now eludes me. No sooner than I get my head and neck fixed and my hair out of my face then my hips hurt, then the knees and I don't want to even get into the feet. I hate night time now. I feel I go to war with my bed and much needed rest. I've tried everything, and take ambien - you'd think that would work. Pardon the bitching I'm just tired after too many nights with 3-4 hours sleep.